Tuesday, November 17
♥ Shooting stars
i used to believe that wishes made upon shooting stars are bound to come true.
but sadly, im proven otherwise.
as such, i no longer believe in shooting stars anymore.
but sadly, im proven otherwise.
as such, i no longer believe in shooting stars anymore.
7:55 AM
♥ how are u?
hello! how are u? are u feeling better?
im worried abt u..
everyone is...
i hope u are coping well...
stay strong girl..
im worried abt u..
everyone is...
i hope u are coping well...
stay strong girl..
7:53 AM
Monday, November 16
♥ a post dedicated to you
hey there,
when i came into knowledge of it, i was shocked thoroughly.
suddenly, i kant accept that fact.
and in that momentary state, sadness just flooded through.
i really couldnt hold back my tears.
the mere knowledge took away my ability to do anything else.
Worse of all, there's nothing i can do to help.
all i did was to stand by and watch u grieve
and can do nothing else other than that
i went through this before. twice.
i know how it feels.
and really,
nothing except time, memories n pure strength will help
u are a strong little girl.
u survived many things.
in my knowledge, u survived 2 significant ones
i know both can never match up to this one.
but it shows how strong u are. and how u are able to stay strong even in difficult times
Display the same courage as u had shown.
in any case, if u dont have enough courage,
let me know.
i'll pass u all my courage.
every single bit of it.
& hope it helps a teeny weeny little bit.
im just a wall away from u.
holler if u need me.
when i came into knowledge of it, i was shocked thoroughly.
suddenly, i kant accept that fact.
and in that momentary state, sadness just flooded through.
i really couldnt hold back my tears.
the mere knowledge took away my ability to do anything else.
Worse of all, there's nothing i can do to help.
all i did was to stand by and watch u grieve
and can do nothing else other than that
i went through this before. twice.
i know how it feels.
and really,
nothing except time, memories n pure strength will help
u are a strong little girl.
u survived many things.
in my knowledge, u survived 2 significant ones
i know both can never match up to this one.
but it shows how strong u are. and how u are able to stay strong even in difficult times
Display the same courage as u had shown.
in any case, if u dont have enough courage,
let me know.
i'll pass u all my courage.
every single bit of it.
& hope it helps a teeny weeny little bit.
im just a wall away from u.
holler if u need me.
4:21 PM
Sunday, November 15
♥ to you
i know that it's a very tough time for u now.
but at the same time, i noe that u are a very strong person.
i know it somewhere that u will be able to pull through somehow.
distances are nothing as long as ur heart is where u wan it to be.
ur heart will be felt wherever u wan it to be felt.
i know that u are very worried and preoccupied now.
sometimes i feel quite helpless as to what i can help u with
but just know that i'll always be just 1 wall away from u.
so u can find me easily when u need me :D
i wish with all my heart and everything that things will turn out fine for u.
and in the meantime, i just hope that u'll take care of urself.
lotsa loves,
dum
but at the same time, i noe that u are a very strong person.
i know it somewhere that u will be able to pull through somehow.
distances are nothing as long as ur heart is where u wan it to be.
ur heart will be felt wherever u wan it to be felt.
i know that u are very worried and preoccupied now.
sometimes i feel quite helpless as to what i can help u with
but just know that i'll always be just 1 wall away from u.
so u can find me easily when u need me :D
i wish with all my heart and everything that things will turn out fine for u.
and in the meantime, i just hope that u'll take care of urself.
lotsa loves,
dum
6:29 PM
Saturday, November 14
♥ all abt r/s -- fel's version
everybody's point of view on relationship is different.
so what's the most impt element that a r/s must have in order to last?
fel's answer: TRUST
it might be quite shocking that it's not money. Money can buy almost everything on Earth. but it can never buy true feelings. feelings bought by money will only last as long as the money does. true feelings lasts beyond money, beyond good looks & even beyond all the sweet nothings uttered during the r/s.
that is y i think that a relationship with high levels of trust is bound to last. trust is something to be gained from the other party. trust is smthng that needs time to buildup. trust makes the bond b/w 2 ppl unbreakable because their feelings & POV for the each other will not be affected by any external disturbances. and also because trust makes ppl stay unchanged & unwavered despite the numerous influences & comments. which preserves the character of the person that u fell for initially. and, with trust, comes faith. which gives both parties unprecedented strength and courage to face and overcome any obstacles that comes ur way tgt.
However,
once the trust is lost, it forms a breeding ground for suspicions. which leads to unnecessary and wrongful assumptions and accusations. which, invariably, leads to unhappiness and dissatisfaction in the r/s. eventually, separation will be the only step to take to feel happy again.
that's y trust is very very very very very impt in a r/s. and it's even more impt that each party works hard to gain the trust of the other party. it is only with high levels of trust, that a r/s can truly step onto the path that leads to forever.
yupz! that's my POV on r/s.. perhaps not everyone will agree with what i said here. but then again, every r/s is different because everyone has different perceptions as to what a r/s is abt. so everyone looks for & emphasizes on different things in a r/s. hence there's no right or wrong perceptions regarding affairs of the heart. it's not like the more mundane issues where there is a clear line separating what's right & what's wrong (e.g. committing murder is wrong & will be punished. whereas saving a person is right & will be awarded). so what u think is right for ur r/s might not be what i think is right for my own r/s. that's y every r/s is different in a sense that each r/s has different perceptions which causes them to look at LOVE from an angle that is different from urs.
So dont be a monkey (because monkey see then monkey do) when it comes to r/s. what fits the other relationships might end up harming ur own r/s instead of helping.
so what's the most impt element that a r/s must have in order to last?
fel's answer: TRUST
it might be quite shocking that it's not money. Money can buy almost everything on Earth. but it can never buy true feelings. feelings bought by money will only last as long as the money does. true feelings lasts beyond money, beyond good looks & even beyond all the sweet nothings uttered during the r/s.
that is y i think that a relationship with high levels of trust is bound to last. trust is something to be gained from the other party. trust is smthng that needs time to buildup. trust makes the bond b/w 2 ppl unbreakable because their feelings & POV for the each other will not be affected by any external disturbances. and also because trust makes ppl stay unchanged & unwavered despite the numerous influences & comments. which preserves the character of the person that u fell for initially. and, with trust, comes faith. which gives both parties unprecedented strength and courage to face and overcome any obstacles that comes ur way tgt.
However,
once the trust is lost, it forms a breeding ground for suspicions. which leads to unnecessary and wrongful assumptions and accusations. which, invariably, leads to unhappiness and dissatisfaction in the r/s. eventually, separation will be the only step to take to feel happy again.
that's y trust is very very very very very impt in a r/s. and it's even more impt that each party works hard to gain the trust of the other party. it is only with high levels of trust, that a r/s can truly step onto the path that leads to forever.
yupz! that's my POV on r/s.. perhaps not everyone will agree with what i said here. but then again, every r/s is different because everyone has different perceptions as to what a r/s is abt. so everyone looks for & emphasizes on different things in a r/s. hence there's no right or wrong perceptions regarding affairs of the heart. it's not like the more mundane issues where there is a clear line separating what's right & what's wrong (e.g. committing murder is wrong & will be punished. whereas saving a person is right & will be awarded). so what u think is right for ur r/s might not be what i think is right for my own r/s. that's y every r/s is different in a sense that each r/s has different perceptions which causes them to look at LOVE from an angle that is different from urs.
So dont be a monkey (because monkey see then monkey do) when it comes to r/s. what fits the other relationships might end up harming ur own r/s instead of helping.
11:30 PM
Friday, November 13
koped this off facebook... quite meaningful :D
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.
7:01 PM
♥ QN: where is it? ANS: i dont know *shrugs*
i've lost something recently and was quite troubled about it.
cuz that thing was quite impt to me.
i tried looking for it but to no avail. i tried to remain hopeful that i might eventually find it back. or that it might appear at the least expected places.
but it dind.
and i was quite affected by the loss for some time.
which made me very moody for weeks..
until recently, when i finally decide to let go.
Partly because i feel that something which i treasured so much so deeply should not make me feel so moody, sad & emo all the time.
Partly because i was pushing myself near breaking point (physically, mentally & emotionally) when i was trying to find it back.
Partly because i know that no matter how hard i looked, it doesnt help if the thing doesnt wan to show itself.
cuz i rmb that everytime i lost something and cannot find it no matter how hard i looked, i'll stop finding it and after some time, i'll find it by chance in a very unlikely place.
so i decided to let go.
it's been some time since i let go-ed.
though im still slightly affected, but i learnt to handle it such that i do not let it affect my emotions anymore.
i've been happier than before. much happier already.
so much so that i felt quite stupid for obssessing over its loss for so long.
yup! letting go does feel good! :D though in some v small part of me, i'd still bury a little hope that my thing will appear before me some day in the future :D
on another note, im leaving Norway in about 1mths' time! i really dont know whether to be sad or happy about it.
im happy because i can finally go back to my sunny lil island where im happier in my shorts & slippers. Because i can eat almost whatever i want & whenever i wan it. Because i'll only cook when i feel like it and not cook so that i wont starve to death.
most importantly, because i can finally feel at home with all my family and loved ones around me.
however, im quite reluctant to leave too. i've made alot of frens here. close ones, fair weathered ones and even normal acquaintances. i feel that it's because of the arrangements here which makes us depend on each other even more. that's why im making more frens here. i've went through and "attended" alot of life lessons here & learnt some stuff through the hard way. such stuff can only be learnt thru the hard way ba i guess? but im glad i learnt it well :D
im also reluctant because of the amount of freedom given to me here. when im here, im fully incharge of my life. no one can do anything if i insist on eating junk food for all my meals. no one can do anything if i refuse to clean my room. everything here is under my control & i have to be incharge of my life. no one will care if i stayed in my fren's room until wee hours in the morning chatting about everything under the sun. however, freedom comes with a price. if i dont be responsible for my own freedom, i will not be able to take care of myself properly. so i have to make sure that i eat enough meals, ensure that i have enough food supplies in my room, ensure that i will no fall sick and have to look for cheaper food to eat.
im sure that life here will never ever be replicated in the rest of my life le. i guess it's the same for the rest of the MS ppl who're here. there is practically no chance that the whole group of people can just abandon Singapore and "migrate" to a totally different country to stay for 5 months. however, it's a matter of time that we have to return to Singapore & continue our Singaporean lifestyles from then on. Since staying forever is not an option, all i can do is to treasure, cherish & savor every moment i have here. so even when im back in Singapore, i'll still have the memories to reminisce whenever someone ask me "which part of your life is the most memorable of all?":D
cuz that thing was quite impt to me.
i tried looking for it but to no avail. i tried to remain hopeful that i might eventually find it back. or that it might appear at the least expected places.
but it dind.
and i was quite affected by the loss for some time.
which made me very moody for weeks..
until recently, when i finally decide to let go.
Partly because i feel that something which i treasured so much so deeply should not make me feel so moody, sad & emo all the time.
Partly because i was pushing myself near breaking point (physically, mentally & emotionally) when i was trying to find it back.
Partly because i know that no matter how hard i looked, it doesnt help if the thing doesnt wan to show itself.
cuz i rmb that everytime i lost something and cannot find it no matter how hard i looked, i'll stop finding it and after some time, i'll find it by chance in a very unlikely place.
so i decided to let go.
it's been some time since i let go-ed.
though im still slightly affected, but i learnt to handle it such that i do not let it affect my emotions anymore.
i've been happier than before. much happier already.
so much so that i felt quite stupid for obssessing over its loss for so long.
yup! letting go does feel good! :D though in some v small part of me, i'd still bury a little hope that my thing will appear before me some day in the future :D
on another note, im leaving Norway in about 1mths' time! i really dont know whether to be sad or happy about it.
im happy because i can finally go back to my sunny lil island where im happier in my shorts & slippers. Because i can eat almost whatever i want & whenever i wan it. Because i'll only cook when i feel like it and not cook so that i wont starve to death.
most importantly, because i can finally feel at home with all my family and loved ones around me.
however, im quite reluctant to leave too. i've made alot of frens here. close ones, fair weathered ones and even normal acquaintances. i feel that it's because of the arrangements here which makes us depend on each other even more. that's why im making more frens here. i've went through and "attended" alot of life lessons here & learnt some stuff through the hard way. such stuff can only be learnt thru the hard way ba i guess? but im glad i learnt it well :D
im also reluctant because of the amount of freedom given to me here. when im here, im fully incharge of my life. no one can do anything if i insist on eating junk food for all my meals. no one can do anything if i refuse to clean my room. everything here is under my control & i have to be incharge of my life. no one will care if i stayed in my fren's room until wee hours in the morning chatting about everything under the sun. however, freedom comes with a price. if i dont be responsible for my own freedom, i will not be able to take care of myself properly. so i have to make sure that i eat enough meals, ensure that i have enough food supplies in my room, ensure that i will no fall sick and have to look for cheaper food to eat.
im sure that life here will never ever be replicated in the rest of my life le. i guess it's the same for the rest of the MS ppl who're here. there is practically no chance that the whole group of people can just abandon Singapore and "migrate" to a totally different country to stay for 5 months. however, it's a matter of time that we have to return to Singapore & continue our Singaporean lifestyles from then on. Since staying forever is not an option, all i can do is to treasure, cherish & savor every moment i have here. so even when im back in Singapore, i'll still have the memories to reminisce whenever someone ask me "which part of your life is the most memorable of all?":D
4:37 AM
